Vismaya

Today I just recalled a day in my life once. After a stressful day in office when I reached home in the evening my mother came to me to ask for something. It was like she almost started a simple conversation like do you like to have a coffee or what would you like to have for dinner. Since I had a bad day my response was Rude and I just said leave me alone. After sometime I realised my mistake and started feeling bad for my behavior. I understood that whatever may be the issue for my bad mood my loved ones were not the reason for it then why do I show my frustrations on them. This happened many times in my life that I realised my mistake of shouting at my Mom but couldn't apologize to her. I started thinking that am I taking her granted since she will never leave me and go however I behave with her. Many may not like if I say this but such a feeling of Regret is very painful than physical pain. Just have patience and try to be little soft with our parents.  After a cert...

Did you hear a new word today? I believe you will search for its meaning in Google. It gives us loads of information about anything we type in it. But our elders did not have Google or smartphone with them but they also lead a good life or at the worst side managed to live and give us a livelihood until we started earning. Change is the only thing which exists forever. World around us is changing all the time. And technology is the global leader today and Google is the one big technology driven application. But we still should not forget the fact that Google is a brain child of a Human being. A human brain is required to use a technology no matter how complicated it is. So let's accept still Human power is supreme. Now lets think about from where does Google get all the answers from. It's true that every application is automated but still all the information is feeded into it. It's not always possible with a disturbed mind but I believe if you feed your mind wit...

Can you recall the day when you cursed your life the most. I'm sure we all would have crossed such situations in life where we were completely shattered and made God responsible for all our bad fortune. And we don't even remember God at Joy and happiness. That's Human nature and we can't help it but we can atleast give it try by finding out are we blessed to enjoy this Life? I remember that even for silly things I used to curse my fate as I was more pampered by my parents and could not bear even a minute pain. But they forgot the fact that being a girl I have to enter into a married life where I need to handle many different situations and manage a complete family. I was a girl who do not even know to handle herself properly. I used to take things granted easily and never bothered to understand the people around me. To make me strong enough to handle the worst in life God made a world full of problems around me. I was crying, shouting and was hopeless and at...

I saw him for the first time as my eyes clicked the first most Amazing picture of my life but my eyes were closed immediately due to unusual pain in my abdomen as I just delivered him to this World. Within my closed eyes I was enjoying the beautiful picture of my Baby.  The one for whom I was waiting to see from past nine months. As a team of doctors were trying hard to bring me back I was in my own world trying to get up from the bed and hug my little one.  Soon days, months and years passed we were watching his every step of life. Out of anxiety we missed to find some of the facts that is very important for parents to observe in their child that he was different from other kids of his age. I had some doubt in mind when I see his aggressive behaviour or hyperactivity at some times. When he didn't start uttering his first word at the age of 3 we checked with his Doctor but she responded that he is a boy and generally boys take more time to grow. It was very late to...